Wednesday, May 31, 2006

the day that i die.

i tell you.
i think my mind is half-way gone already.
i a SO easily pissed off now.
and i'm cursing again.
today the cip totally sucked.
my amount collected: about $3.
unbelieveable right?
yea so anyway, then i so buay song that my whole face turned black at the beginning.
thanks to priscilla, chaiying and shuyi for cheering me up.
then after that when my bag still empty after 2 hrs, they offered to donate some for me
and even got lobang for me...
i was so touched until i nearly cried...(seriously, you can ask them)
thank you guys... meant A WHOLE LOT to me...
if not for you guys, i think i wont even have the face to return...
so then at plaza singapura, chaiying and priscilla wanted to ask these two ladies to donate
then these FREAKS from a FREAKING WEIRD SCHOOL shouted, "OI! GO AWAY LAH! THOSE TWO GIRLS!"
initially i thought that freak was shouting at this guy.
until the two of them told us.
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!
YOUR FATHER OWE THE LAND AR?
YOU ARE LIKE DARNIT' SLACKING CAN?!
AND THE TWO OF THEM ARENT, OKAY?!
CAUSE THEY ARE NOT FREAKIN' LAZY LIKE YOU!
IF YOU TELL ME YOUR FATHER OWE THE LAND,
I TELL YOU MY GREAT-GRANDFATHER OWE THE WHOLE UNIVERSE.
YOU FREAKIN' BARBARIC NINCOMPOOP!
wait till you let me find out what freakin' school you go to.
I TELL MY SISTER, COUSINS, NEIGHBOURS BOYCOTT YOUR DAMMIT SCHOOL, i tell you.
WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO CLAIM YOUR TERRITORY?!
ASK YOUR FREAKIN' FRIENDS AND YOUR FREAKIN' SELF.

on a lighter note.
we celebrated weiyuan's birthday.
watched x-men and i'm like FREAKIN' SAD
cause my hero DIED.
then the belated birthday boy decided to leave his wallet behind.
so we wasted 45 cents.
and i tell you.
I AM A BROKE! so baby offered to treat me. THANK YOU BABY!
btw, baby, my mother wants me to return you the money...
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/31/2006 09:31:00 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

ONE MORE THING.

by the way.
where the heck is siberia?
i look up the map even.
cannot find leh.
i want to see how cold it is.
cause bsb got this "Siberia" track in the "Nevergone" album.
and it's not bad...

good night.
sleep tight.
don't let any kind of bugs bite.
goodbye.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/30/2006 11:43:00 PM

BLOODY

in this order: bei-jas-wini-tong-val
today is full of sounds
hoongh
splat
hoo hoo
jingle bells
and twinkle twinkle little star
oh and not forgetting the visa- richard gere buying bird for little girl commercial
my current favourite commercial is the carlsburg-liverpool players one
then there was a time it was the fed-ex walking on water one...
oh no.
losing sanity.
to think i'm talking about commercials now.
today live firing...
gosh, the sound is like fireworks.
i actually jumped a few times...
then my place was the very unlucky one...
kept getting sand flying to me...
cause everytime people shoot their bullet's "air" will fly to my face...
oh.. one more thing.

here's a story i would like to share that i've learnt about today.
A and B are friends.
A wants to play with the roller-baldes that B has and B wants to throw away.
B would gladly let A have the blades, afterall don't want already.
But A scared B don't want to give A then angry or sad with A for wanting the blades.
So A told C about it.
THEN, C stupid stupid go tell B, "Oi B, i heard that A want the blades leh."
THEN also never get to the point of telling B that actually it's "A told me that A wanted to play with the rollerblades actually but scared later you angry."
THEN leave B asking him/herself, " HUH?! WTH IS HAPPENING? HOW COME NO ONE TELL ME ONE?"
THEN now B even sadder coz B thought A didnt trust B enough to tell B.
SO both A and B are sad and scared.
wah... so the moral of the story is tell each other how u really feel, if not, then don't go and tell someone as stupid as C cause C will just cause more trouble.
DISCLAIMER: i read this story off a mail, not real-life! i mean not in MY life at least, but probably in a lot of other people's life. so thought i should share, afterall, sharing is caring. oh and i made it more localized. :)
sigh, tmr got that cip thing.
i think it's really useless. but oh well.
i'm just there to be there.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/30/2006 10:27:00 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

lost forever, if i never knew you

so i was clearing my 2005 posts
it's always kind of weird when u read your past journal entries, posts and even eassays...
basically it's weird to be reading something u have written some time ago.
it's not a bad thing, mind you.
it's just funny to be reading the funny things that happened.
or the feeling of stupidity at the some things done or thought then.
was reading at one post which i seemed to be angry with something.
then i realized: i don't even remember who had made me so mad...
and i obviously can't find out coz i didn't put the name down.
anyway, i found my long abandoned pocahontas soundtrack.
the music's good, the same old disney style...
it would be nice to hear more remakes of all this disney songs.
they aren't that sappy and won't really give you goosebumps actually...
there was this last track in the cd that i liked a lot.

so then, some world news: BRAD PITT AND ANGELINA JOLIE'S SHILOH NOUVEL
seriously, i think brad pitt is a fool for leaving jennifer anniston.
but then again, some people do weird stuffs that can never be explained.

oh, and u know my hero who died.
what the hell were the producers and writers thinking of killing him at such an important time
and seriously, they still want to make another sequel?!
forget it, man!
as much as i would love to see another sequel, which idiot would be able to follow the story without him in it?
GET REAL.
i bet those damned writers didnt bother to read and find out what the story was about.
this is the reason why
YOU DO NOT CHANGE AWAY THE DIRECTOR WHEN HE IS DOING A GOOD JOB.
peace.

Nelly Furtado. (not to be confused with R&B-hip hop's Nelly)
you may know her through Euro 2004.
she sang the theme song 'Forca', a powerful anthem that has such a strong connection with the venue of the event, Portugal.
of portuguese decent, born and raised in Canada, nelly furtado's music is a cool fusion of portuguese folk and pop.
with 3 english albums to her name: 2001's "Whoa Nelly", 2003's "Folklore" and an upcoming album hitting stores on June 2oth "Loose", she also has many tracks on soundtracks and compilations.
her hits such as "I'm Like A Bird", "Try" and "Powerless" are chart-topping and fun to listen to.
her lastest single, "Promiscuous" features Timberland is a track that keeps her own style of folk-like music and a taste of R&B.
good rhythm, beats and of course, her powerful voice, nelly furtado's music is another worth litening to again and again.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/28/2006 11:21:00 AM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

here chia miang! pass me the ball! THANK YOU!

how to get the ball during a captain's ball game:
just ask the opponent to pass you the ball.
first call out opponent's name.
next look at him/her earnestly.
finally catch the ball when it is passed to you, enjoying screams of other teammates of the opponent telling her she has given the ball to the other team.
it's that easy...
ask chia miang...
i tried it twice, at least during the second time, she looked confused but was smart enough to be aware of what is happening.

oh, and my hero died.
a part of me died with him too.
it's sad... it's a sad sad situation...
but he'll be a memory. in mine and in many others.

and i'm nt going slc anymore...
it happened so quick that it was only when i was running back to class that i realized what had just happened...
it's a good thing.
cause now i hv more time to do other things...
i guess this is what they mean by chuan2 dao3 qiao2 tou2 zi4 ran2 zhi2.

no music entry AGAIN. sorry.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/27/2006 12:59:00 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

hello.
my dearest computer decided to crash
but i'm back after a week of silence
on the net that is...
my life is totally unquiet.
there were so much to blog about.
but i couldnt get online.
so be prepared for a VERY long entry. (while i'm listening to mark hoppus)

firstly. june school holidays.
i read magazines, newspapers and even the school
telling us ways to spend the less than a month...
i shall tell you how i'm going to spend this month:
29/5 hist remedial
30/5 slc AND live firing
31/5 slc
1/6 slc
2/6 slc AND kayaking
3/6 watch balloon hat fest
4/6 pack for spec course
5/6 spec course
6/6 spec course
7/6 kayaking
8/6 pack for trip
9/6 to 21/6 NOT IN SINGAPORE
23/6 school warming day
26/6 BACK TO SCHOOL
also, i need to do my MANY homework and MANY projects
sorry guys, i don't mean to have to push everything to you...
no need my explanation. any idiot would know that whoever with such schedule will go crazy
my mother still say i'm freaking out over a small thing
HAH! small thing?!!!
i tell you.. if i end up in IMH, it's TOTALLY not my fault
i shall not wallow in self-pity anymore.

secondly. today our dearest geog teacher felt super rich
treat us to macdonalds' where we can get ANYTHING we want.
envious?
i ordered so much that on the car home
i really felt sick then when i went home i had to release everything.
hmm, should have kept that to myself.
bet u r feeling sick now too.
thank you mr poon, for your generosity... enjoy your desperate hsewives...

thirdly. perfection.
ytd and today, we watch final fantasy 7: advent children
(i kept saying advent challenge, dunno why)
it was great.. not as boring as i expected..
everyone was gushing over the cloud guy and the tifa chick
anyway, it got me thinking...
these animated people seemed perfect: got looks, can fight, got brains, etc..
but they lacked something...
reality.
they arent real...
and the reason we liked them was cause they seemed perfect.
then this morning, on the car, there was this story about this old man looking for the perfect woman he had seen years' ago.
perfection.
no one is perfect, even the most "perfect" person.
but sub-conciously, we are always looking for perfection, only to feel disappointed cause we couldnt find it.
kinda cheem, but it makes sense, i guess...

told myself to endure a few more years of silly education..
told myself to pick myself up and carry on
i fell many times, each time i seemed stronger, i thought i was stronger
whether that's true, i cant decide and i don't want to decide now
this leads to the revelation of my mid-year results
L1R5: 24
WAHAHAHA...
disappointed, definitely
the only thing i was proud of was that i'm promoted from underweight to acceptable...
and so they say.
oh and i'm really tired and i really need sleep but i still can't get much...

and i'm having an ambition-crisis...
i want to be a doctor, but my sciences SUCK.
i want to be a journalist, but, hmmm.
i want to be a director, but that seems tough.
now, i'm considering being either a philosopher, a political analyst, a music critic or a food critic..
strange but true. weird but real.
oh and i'm going to miss half of the world cup.

no music entry today. but taylor won american idol.
so expected.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/25/2006 06:51:00 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

sorry also must explain

so i was listening to the mr brown show's podcasts.
i recommend one to watch.
i recommend the mark hoppus's himynameismark too...
oh yea, i received some results from the questionnaire...
i feel so sad that some pple would like to watch me die...
LAM HONGRU.
but i feel glad that some pple would die for me too...
thank you... i feel so honoured...

anyway, it was only just now that i realized i didnt keep my promise of writing about music
so here i go.

today's artists: All-American Rejects.
on airwaves now is the track "Move Along". a good track, i should say.
they have recently released thier new album titled Move Along.
the first single from this album id "dirty little secret", i'm sure most of u have heard it too.
Move Along is their sophomore album, with the first album, a self-titled album which featured the hit, "Swing Swing".
that album also featured the hit, "My Paper Heart".
this debut album was released in 2003 and the second one two years later.
the music is good, if you are a fan of rock music about heartbreaks and so on.
the four member band consists of:
Tyson Ritter-vocals and bass
Nick Wheeler-guitars
Mike Kennity-guitars
Chris Gaylor-drums
good music, worth your time to listen to them...
check out their site at http://www.allamericansrejects.com and listen to some tracks.

"explain y u say u tell me u dowan tur kwa when u didnt say u dowan tur kwa."

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/12/2006 11:56:00 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Never ever taking a cruise in ANY lifetimes

so we watch poseidon today
didnt go and make ic...
didnt make it ytd either
cause the stupid sentosa bus took me AROUND sentosa...
let me tell u something
sentosa is NOT small...
u can get lost there if u r nt careful
monkeys, moniter lizards, trees and then there's the sea...
olivia swam for two days and had to double-check with this caucasian lady whether had she reached singapore...
tingyi had to check with the life guard (aka security guard) whether the yellow thingy is a banana, turns out it's just a thing to save drowning pple...
hmmm... wonder what couples do on sentosa?
make out, make out and make out...
so if u r attached, i guess sentosa is a gd place for you to do things so that not many pple will look at you and go "tsk tsk, aiyoh, so young pple so open nowadays..."
AS IF. ibet wherever u go, there will be pple looking at you (aka, us)
anyway, that was ytd...
today's poseidon was a very interesting show...
joe joe's first horror movie... hmmm...
i saw many dead bodies, floating, pierced, bloody, u name it
oh, and i realized drowning is not a gd way to die...
somehow, the whole father sacrificing for the daughter and her hubby-to-be thing is darn familiar (remembering armaggedon)
well... at least i'm clear of one thing.
I'M NEVER EVER GOING TO GO ON A CRUISE SHIP.
that way to die is juz not right.
nevertheless, it was an interesting movie...
i bet i'll be having nightmares of water tonight...
oh and u can learn the art of flirting and loving from the movie too...
exhibit a: dylan and the single mother maggie
exhibit b: always make your fiancee tell u that she loves you cause it's VERY important before u sacrifice yourself, only to realize that your future father-in-law has decided to sacrifice himself so that his beloved daughter can be with you...
and there's still something i didnt understand: is nelson gay?
well, some things will forever be left unanswered...
"tell me that you love me. it's important..."
peace, OUT.
p.s. swiming is very important.
p.p.s. don't run away when your mother tells you not to.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/11/2006 08:54:00 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

HOLLER! i'm back.

HAHAHAHA!
i'm finally back after 9 long months...
miss me?:)
ok, this is my same old brand new blog.
gonna be serious now.
resolution for a new blog: try to update at least once a week.
(don't set too high expectations though, i don't keep resolutions, though i try)
anyway. i'm set to talk about music in this blog, hence the skin, after being inspired by mark hoppus, affectionally known as blink 182's bass player and vocals
go to his site: http://www.himynameismark.com
guaranteed great podcasts and also listen to the music and bands he introduces
while he is introducing new bands, i'm gonna talk about any music i want.
YEAH!!!
also, i'll be sharing with you my horrible life story, if u want to listen or if i want to share with you..
holler pple! cause i'm back.

okay, to start off this week, let me share with you the Singapore General Election 2006.
it's finally over.
as quick as it comes, it goes even quicker.
well, hougang and potong pasir is still as solid as ever.
and my parents finally get to vote in our constituency: bt panjang, which had, to my point of view, a landslide win...
see, who says we don't care...
i stayed up to watch the whole process, u know?
oh, and i think the electoral official, the guy announcing the results, seem very relief when he was announcing the final result for sembawang
i bet he was thinking in his head:Thank goodness, this is the final result.
i know, i'll be thinking of that if it were me...
so the 2006 GE ended similar to the 2001 GE.
but it'll still be another 10 years before i MIGHT get a chance to vote.
oh well.
peace, OUT.