Wednesday, March 28, 2007

weekends are saviours

once again, i really shouldn't be doing this right now.
there's a math paper waiting for me.
but oh what the heck.
i was terribly tired last week.
the trauma of the one week holiday finally done me in.
but after a weekend of rest,
i felt SO much better.
so back on monday, i was at an all-time high.
but i know at the end of the week (coming friday),
i am going to be dead once again.
and i'll be another walking zombie.
liyan made me especially happy yesterday.


here are the things that make me very happy:
1. 汪东城
2. liyan writing 黄金右脚 on my right leg
3. liyan writing 金秀伊 on my other leg
4. laughing my head off during lessons, and anywhere else
5. knowing that everything is ok


then there are the things that make me really angry but i shan't talk about it.
YET.
i am entered into the E math remedial.
well, it wasn't a surprise,
i fully expected it.
but still it makes you kinda feel bad.
cause now i'm stuck in school on thursdays too.
since i have got chemistry on wednesdays.
all i'm waiting now is for them to announce the people for A math remedial.
mind you, i'm not complaining,
cause i genuinely agree i need remedials,
and i'm very grateful that teachers are willing to help,
but good gosh, i have to stay in school everyday.
oh well, it's really my fault for not studying in the first place.
and my parents are getting really freaked out.
after seeing my term 1 report.
it's the guilt that i'm making them upset that eats into me.
guess i really have to take things a step at a time.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 3/28/2007 08:16:00 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

i am SO dead.

today is the 16th march.
i have gone through 8 days of treacherous,
horrible, terrible march holiday week.
why?
UG Camp was messed up.
ADC was really tiring, since i only got 5 hrs of sleep from the UG Camp.
and then i only got to sleep about 5 hrs each night throughout the course.
kept nodding off during lessons,
and yawning during drills.
something quite incomprehendable,
cause how are you to sleep while marching?
then there was the fact that the challenge quest was a day after adc.
tmr i still have got to go back to hq AGAIN.
for fsc. whatever it is.
my homework is not only undone, it's UNTOUCHED.
and for another thing,
an evil ant just stung me on my neck.
it hurts SOOO much i just feel like hitting the pain away.
hooray.
i got my first love bite.
EWWW.
peace.
(i wonder if the ant was poisonous. i say was cause it's now in heaven.)

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 3/16/2007 10:04:00 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

save me!

somebody save me!
please!
i am so dead,
to the point that i am pathetic.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 3/05/2007 11:56:00 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

ANGER.

it is now pass midnight, 2nd March 2007.
why am i here blogging when i really should be in bed sleeping,
coz tommorow is going to be YET ANOTHER LONG DAY.
i'm asking my self this question too.
and apparently my mind says:
"That's cause you are pissed off."
WHY AM I PISSED OFF?
because sometimes people DO NOT APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORTS.
i've just finished with winifred on the proposal,
had to leave wini coz my mom just wouldn't sleep until i do.
but i just have to climb back out of bed to write this.
coz if not, i wont be able to sleep well.
and then i will probably die beacuse i kept WAY too much things in me,
and i'll just EXPLODE BY PUKING BLOOD.
YOU FREAKS!
tell me to do such things.
i smsed and smsed.
no one reply.
ask around and around and around.
and again:
PEOPLE ARE BUSY.
WITH WHAT?
I DON'T KNOW I DON'T CARE.
THEN I SPEND SO MUCH TIME.
SO MUCH EFFORT.
SO MUCH ENERGY.
FOR WHAT?!
i ask you.
FOR WHAT?!
because i thought it would be a good chance for everyone to get together.
and then we can also do a good thing.
AND ALSO BECAUSE, YOU WANT ME TO DO IT.
CAUSE YOU BLOODY HELL WANTED TO GO!
NOT ME!
AT ALL!
YOU FREAKS.
now how?
nobody is going.
nobody cares.
again i'm left all alone.
with all these mess.
next time,
don't ever tell me to organize such things anymore.
i'll be the follower.
i'll wait for people to come and ring me up.
and i'll do what i want to do.
when i feel like it.
so see, my 150 over sms sent resulted in this.
why the hell do i still keep doing others' shit.
time after time after time AGAIN.
and to think i was still thinking that today wasn't such a bad day after all.
(MY DEAR NU ER, I'M WITH YOU.)

TRUST ME.
I"LL BLOODY HELL MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HECK.
YOU BLOODILY HELL DO NOT MESS UP MY LIFE.
MY MENTAL STABILITY.
MY FATIQUE.
AND MY TIME.
I AM ALREADY STRESSED,
AND TIRED ENOUGH.
YOU INGRATES!!!!!!!!
with that,
i end my case.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 3/02/2007 12:05:00 AM