Monday, April 30, 2007

God bless me!

i think i've got a really nice guardian angel.
God sent a really nice one down for me.
MY WALLET WHICH WENT MIA FOR TWO MONTHS IS FINALLY FOUND!
i never felt happier,
cause it's the second time it's recovered.
and all my spidey cards are back with me.
safe and sound.
THANK YOU GOD!
and i want to thank hongru for going to the police hq with me.
i would be really scared and alone without her.
and i want to thank chrismin and joejoe too.
they are my lucky stars.
here's what happened:
1) as i was walking to class with peng and pris, we heard a clip-dropping sound.
2) i thought it was my paper clip but it isn't, it's my button.
3) so we looked for it desperately.
4) but to no avail. it vanished.
5) went back to class and put down my bag.
6) complained to everyone. (sorry about tt!)
7) went to look for it again.
8) nothing. went back to class
9) joe wanted to go toilet, chrismin too. i tagged along
10) given up, i walked up the steps
11) "cling-cling", i kicked something.
12) joe and my response: "OI?"
i am really in luck this morning.
but it kind of ran out when i was doing my papers.
oh well, nevermind.


TOMORROW is a BIG day.
Singapore opening of SPIDER-MAN 3!!!
but unfortunately,
there's this really sucky and ridiculous thing called:
CHEMISTRY.
which totally sucks and given a choice i would totally NOT choose this subject.
BUT.
i'm stuck with it so i am going to study.
and stop dreaming about spidey.
though it's been really helpful in motivating me.
he's such an INSPIRATION.
SPIDEY forever.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 4/30/2007 07:59:00 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

why spidey will always be a hero.

just finished watching another time of spidey 2.
and boy, do i have much after-thoughts,
just like always.
top ten reasons why spidey will rock for generations:
1) he's survived for 4 decades.
2) he's story is ever so humane.
3) he's a poor bloke, like the typical human.
4) he became proud after being well-loved and successful, just like all of us.
5) he took everything for granted.
6) he strayed, but returned to the righteous path.
7) for a woman, he is willing to do anything.
8) he never fights alone. shows that he's not invincible, just like all of us.
9) he needs his family and friends.
10) he never forgets what a wise man teaches.
and of course, he's a hero.
MY HERO.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 4/22/2007 09:52:00 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

the birds of my house

my hdb flat in bukit panjang is not only my home,
but a home to some birds as well.
they live right outside my parents' room,
at the air-conditioner unit.
and darn they make a lot of noise.
PLUS, they just gave birth to babies.
so on this sunny saturday morning,
my mom couldn't stand the noise nor the SMELL anymore,
she instigated my dad to tidy up the nest.
BOY, did the birds make even more noise.
they thought my dad was going to destroy their babies when he brought the nest in.
so they decided to make a big hoo-hah and get ALL the other birds in the neighbourhood to mourne for their babies.
my dad didn't even KILL them for goodness sake!
(though i initially thought that's what they were going to do,
luckily my parents are humane.)
but those stupid birds made it sound like the end of the world.
screeching and flying all around the place.
i thought they might just fly in and attack us.
then.
after my dad fixed and tidy up the place,
they didn't go and look for the baby but they made a ton lot of noise.
so much for my dad's help.
those ungrateful birds.
but i guess it was kinda funny.
especially when my mom thought one baby fell out and died,
she went downstairs to see if there were any.
man, it was funny to see my parents worrying over the little bird.
i guess it's cause they're parents too,
and they know best how it feels if their kids (aka me and my sister) were to go missing.
or worse, attacked by some giants.
haha.


yesterday was dearest xinyi's birthday.
it was nice to see that weirong, baby and hongru were trying very hard to make fun of her for once.
but i feel bad for not being able to go and celebrate with her.
darn, why must mr ong choose yesterday out of all other days to speak to us.
but any-who.
happy sweet sixteen xinyi!


one more week to the mid-years.
good luck to everyone, including myself.
man, i'm gonna need all the luck i can find.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 4/21/2007 12:20:00 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

running and running

it's thursday.
and there's no school tomorrow!
thank goodness.
today's napfa was CRAP.
i was a nervous wreck in the morning.
then i was a nervous wreck when it started.
then i was still like that after passing two stations: sit-and-reach and inclined.
then the darnit shuttle run came.
man, it sucked.
the first time i tried, the score was terrible: 13.30
good gosh, i failed.
how can i not when the floor was terrbly slippery and my shoe was of no help at all.
if you had seen the way i skidded through the floors of jec and vivocity, you'll most probably have a better idea how friction-less my shoes are.
so then i tried again the second time.
this time, with shuyi's "WONDER-SHOES".
i still slidded. then when i returned to put the block down,
i skidded, slide and pulled a muscle.
darn, it hurts.
not only at the part i pulled,
but in the heart as well.
i just broke down and fell.
i guess it was shocking then cause i can't really remember anything except that without you guys' help and encouragement, i'll most probably just walk away.
thank you to everyone for the cheers,
thank you for all the hugs and jokes to make me laugh,
and thank you to shuyi for the shoes.
so i tried the third and final time, and though i lost grip and dropped the block,
i manage to pass.
so i guess it's another thank you to the tester,
cause i bet if it were any of the teachers,
they'll just fail me.

so anyway, i realized that i really have got to keep my emotions in check.
i can't keep breaking down like this.
but the pressure of getting something will always be there.
and the disappointment that is packaged along always hurts.
i don't know when and i don't knoe how,
but i have got to get a grip soon.
cause i am seriously running out of time.
and out of luck.
and i thank God for every second that i still am sane.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 4/05/2007 09:28:00 PM