Saturday, July 29, 2006

waiting

on thursday morning,
i didn't know what to drink.
so i picked up a can of nescafe canned coffee, original.
and i was awake the whole day.
right up till 12.30 am.
so, i woke up in the morning of friday at 6.15.
a little groggy.
on the car, i was fine still.
sitting next to jas on the bus en route west coast park at 7.50 am. (note no coffee drank)
got off the bus and i felt like staying on the bus to sleep.
so then, throughout the day, i just wanted so badly to sleep.
at west coast, i slept on the grass, the concrete paths
in school i slept on the track, on the concrete, in the classroom.
basically. i slept everywhere i went.
it's amazing that i could still visit my grandparents and went to the airport to fetch my dad.
but i was sleeping on the car and was totally in a bad mood when my mom tried to wake me up.
i was the grump.
so anyway, i want to share the movie i watched thursday evening.
we went to watch the lake house. not a bad movie, i felt.
spent most of the popcorn on weirong.
we just kept showering him with it and i think the other people in the theatre were pissed off.
the beginning was really boring and made no sense at all.
and the end was kinda heart-stopping, which in retrospect seems really silly.
it's a beautiful story, really.
and the chemistry between sandra bullock and keanu reeves is amazing.
even though their screentime together is really little.
two people meet in two different times.
waited for four years till they finally meet.
four years.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/29/2006 03:19:00 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

my first time...

not sleeping for a full 24 HOURS.
holy wow!
i was kinda shoced myself too.
never completed such a feat before.
even during chalets...
ask wini and jas.
they are VERY good witness of how i am capable of sleeping in mid-sentence.
so then the sleepless night allowed me to hand in my report on time.
and i completed all 10, 000 words.
kept checking the word count throughout the night, or should i say, morning.
so then i was starting to talk funny by around 4pm,
even though i had some sleep from 10am to 1 pm...
apparently it's not enough.
cause at night, while we are at camp.
i fell DEAD asleep.
flat, across the room.
don't even want to think about how embarrassing it was.
probably drooled and stuff.
A CAT PEEED ON MY BAG.
it just casually walk over, casually peed on my bag, then casually walked off.
LIKE NOTHING BIG HAPPENED.
and the thing was,
i saw the whole process.
goodness.
starting off another week of school tomorrow.
so not looking forward to it.
sheesh.
can't wait to get out of school. and FOR REAL.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/23/2006 08:32:00 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

dead brain cells

i tell you that the world is totally unfair.
and not to mention stupid.
last night, a friday night, which is suppoysed to be a great night for me.
afterall, it's FRIDAY NIGHT for goodness sake.
i killed a thrillion of the brain cells in my brain, which is not much.
the lock to the ncc room went missing.
can you believe it?!
the lock went missing and not the key.
how stupid is that?
i mean, who would take the lock BUT NOT THE KEY?!
so then, we decided to replace it, secretly at first...
bought a new lock that cost me my allowance
which is to say, is totally not much.
and i had to take a cab to the locksmith quickly so more money is lost.
then this morning we couldn't go ahead with our plan.
so went to confess.
i wanted to take all the blame.
afterall, it was really my fault for not tapping the lock back.
then the lock was found.
and i have totally no wish to say where it was found.
but last night i was really cursing the idiot who "stole" it.
i wanted to bring him down and strangle him till his death's death.
so i have to face monday and i totally don't look forward it at all.
then, today, i nearly spoiled the sc room key too.
goodness gracious. i'm really going crazy.
i'm actually hallucinating.
for real.
i'm NEVER EVER EVER handling any more keys to the school anymore.
NO WAY EVER.
oh and through this incident, i saw the true colours of certain people.
boy, were our seniors ever so right about them.
but i gotta say that i did earn something from it all.
i saw how my friends will always be there for me too.
jas, wini, liyan, kheng kheng, shihui, qiaowen, fifi, dearest twin waimin, peng and pris for being ever supportive and being such true, good and totally cool friends. love you guys forever and always.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/15/2006 10:12:00 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

the ball is still round

and they ask why...
WHY Zidane, WHY?
so i guess soccer is really unpredictable...
and sometimes strange things happen for a reason.
the greatest soccer hero of all times has erred.
goes to show that even the most perfect people will go wrong sometimes
and further proves my point of nothing is perfect.
darren and boon had to do a "remake" in class.
darn funny.
i think ms yew's dad is even funnier.
so then. the world cup has ended.
kinda missed it now that it's over...
and i still haven't gotten a chance to watch the final match.
kept seeing the highlights and the disappointing head-butt,
followed by an equally disappointing penalty shoot-out.
i seriously think that materazzi said something bad.
i mean, he looks mean too
i don't like him.
then again, i didn't like the WHOLE italian team.
except maybe totti, after he gotten himself a good haircut.
i don't like long-haired men.
yes, i discriminate.
for example, the lead singer of the killers
forgotten his name...
i didnt like the killers at first cause i saw the somebody told me video and he had awful long hair
then in their mr brightside video, he cut his hair!
but then, i loved the mr brightside song...
so anyway, i'm not going to boycott italian products
simply because i've fallen in love with pasta, pizza, spaghetti, lasagna, macaroni since i was young.
strange things do happen.
remember to always use your head PROPERLY in whatever you do.
well i'm glad klose got his golden boots and that zidane still got his golden ball.
and there's the rise and fall...
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/11/2006 10:12:00 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

and they say the ball is round

so then
i guess karma is something real.
weirong experienced it before.
so now, i guess i'm experienceing it too.
on tuesday, i was given something
two days later another thing was taken away from me.
i'm not part of the 28th student council.
sad as it may sound, i'm feelingless now.
to be completely honest, i was disappointed initially.
but thinking about it, i deserved the sack.
i was the one who watch from the sidelines...
not the one actually participating in the play.
when people break rules, i just watch them do it.
i didnt go up to them and say, "Hey you! Stop it!"
i was the one who take a glance then said, "So, about england. As much as i love them, i think they deserve being sent home."
then i didnt contribute anything to the school or even the council either.
then now, pb's survival is on the edge too...
so if i tell you that i'm totally happy, i'm most probably lying.
but instead of being upset about it, i guess i really should take it in stride.
i'm still going to be who i am, still going to smile.
thanks to so many of you who showed that you cared...
made me feel so touched and cared for.
and like shihui said,"my heart melt until there le."
i'm going to spend more time with my ncc, my class, my studies
and of course, my family and friends.
so if you ask me if i'm sad or if i'm going to ok, i will just smile and say that i'll definitely be fine.
lovin' each day.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/08/2006 09:54:00 AM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

OH MAN

so, today was the day.
my first reaction was, "OH MAN!"
but i said it quietly so that at least the juniors didn't hear it...
excited? no.
happy? not really.
scared? definitely.
i have no idea what i'm supposed to do.
i have no idea what's going to happen in the times to come.
and the worst is: i have no idea how others will react.
so then i asked myself when i was on the long ride home:
WHY the HECK pick me?
clearly, i wasn't the best choice...
i bet no one trust that i'll be able to handle.
i don't even trust that i can handle...
sigh.
i shall not indulge in self-pity any further...
but i know i have to do a good job with wini (thank God she's gonna be with me...)
'cause i gotta do my dad, mom, platoonmates, classmates and friends proud.
must not let my platoonmates and seniors down especially...
they really have shown loads of support.
so did all my friends and classmates...
most of them anyway.
so they say, que sera sera...
jiayou to winifred... crossing our fingers...
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/04/2006 10:55:00 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

the ball is round

greetings from singapore...
i've been back for so long but this is the only time i'm updating it..
somemore, i'm updating in shuyi's house...
hongru's telling me to type the next line:
i missed hong ru alot, fa1 zhi4 wo3 nei4 xing1...
no lah. i seriously missed them when i was there...
some back liao, i still miss the whole trip too...
weird...
anyway... the day after coming back i slept through the day...
now i'm more awake...
was watching the match between england and portugal.
prepared a lot of food, cause actually BY RIGHT, a lot of pple are comin to watch...
but oh well...
at 93 mins, it was a goalless draw which i think was deserved cause both teams played like shit.
crouch played like shit. can't even catch any balls passed to him.
rooney's temper seriously needs adjustment. he deserved that red card, but england so do not.
lampard can't shoot.
beckham got himself injured.
lennon was good though, so was ferdinand. (never imagined i would praise him.)
then there was the penalty shoot out after 124mins.
robinson was good, just not good enough.
then there was lampard and gerrard, both very disappointing.
carragher's was the most heart-breaking (though funny)...
england really needs michael owen and wayne rooney.
thank goodness sven goran eriksson is not going to take them anymore.
good luck to mclaren...
so portugal had the last laugh...
then there was the brazil-france match which was totally shocking.
bet many people lost a whole lot of money overnight.
so they say, the ball is round.
peace.