Thursday, May 25, 2006

hello.
my dearest computer decided to crash
but i'm back after a week of silence
on the net that is...
my life is totally unquiet.
there were so much to blog about.
but i couldnt get online.
so be prepared for a VERY long entry. (while i'm listening to mark hoppus)


firstly. june school holidays.
i read magazines, newspapers and even the school
telling us ways to spend the less than a month...
i shall tell you how i'm going to spend this month:
29/5 hist remedial
30/5 slc AND live firing
31/5 slc
1/6 slc
2/6 slc AND kayaking
3/6 watch balloon hat fest
4/6 pack for spec course
5/6 spec course
6/6 spec course
7/6 kayaking
8/6 pack for trip
9/6 to 21/6 NOT IN SINGAPORE
23/6 school warming day
26/6 BACK TO SCHOOL
also, i need to do my MANY homework and MANY projects
sorry guys, i don't mean to have to push everything to you...
no need my explanation. any idiot would know that whoever with such schedule will go crazy
my mother still say i'm freaking out over a small thing
HAH! small thing?!!!
i tell you.. if i end up in IMH, it's TOTALLY not my fault
i shall not wallow in self-pity anymore.


secondly. today our dearest geog teacher felt super rich
treat us to macdonalds' where we can get ANYTHING we want.
envious?
i ordered so much that on the car home
i really felt sick then when i went home i had to release everything.
hmm, should have kept that to myself.
bet u r feeling sick now too.
thank you mr poon, for your generosity... enjoy your desperate hsewives...


thirdly. perfection.
ytd and today, we watch final fantasy 7: advent children
(i kept saying advent challenge, dunno why)
it was great.. not as boring as i expected..
everyone was gushing over the cloud guy and the tifa chick
anyway, it got me thinking...
these animated people seemed perfect: got looks, can fight, got brains, etc..
but they lacked something...
reality.
they arent real...
and the reason we liked them was cause they seemed perfect.
then this morning, on the car, there was this story about this old man looking for the perfect woman he had seen years' ago.
perfection.
no one is perfect, even the most "perfect" person.
but sub-conciously, we are always looking for perfection, only to feel disappointed cause we couldnt find it.
kinda cheem, but it makes sense, i guess...


told myself to endure a few more years of silly education..
told myself to pick myself up and carry on
i fell many times, each time i seemed stronger, i thought i was stronger
whether that's true, i cant decide and i don't want to decide now
this leads to the revelation of my mid-year results
L1R5: 24
WAHAHAHA...
disappointed, definitely
the only thing i was proud of was that i'm promoted from underweight to acceptable...
and so they say.
oh and i'm really tired and i really need sleep but i still can't get much...


and i'm having an ambition-crisis...
i want to be a doctor, but my sciences SUCK.
i want to be a journalist, but, hmmm.
i want to be a director, but that seems tough.
now, i'm considering being either a philosopher, a political analyst, a music critic or a food critic..
strange but true. weird but real.
oh and i'm going to miss half of the world cup.


no music entry today. but taylor won american idol.
so expected.
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 5/25/2006 06:51:00 PM