Saturday, July 08, 2006
and they say the ball is round
so then
i guess karma is something real.
weirong experienced it before.
so now, i guess i'm experienceing it too.
on tuesday, i was given something
two days later another thing was taken away from me.
i'm not part of the 28th student council.
sad as it may sound, i'm feelingless now.
to be completely honest, i was disappointed initially.
but thinking about it, i deserved the sack.
i was the one who watch from the sidelines...
not the one actually participating in the play.
when people break rules, i just watch them do it.
i didnt go up to them and say, "Hey you! Stop it!"
i was the one who take a glance then said, "So, about england. As much as i love them, i think they deserve being sent home."
then i didnt contribute anything to the school or even the council either.
then now, pb's survival is on the edge too...
so if i tell you that i'm totally happy, i'm most probably lying.
but instead of being upset about it, i guess i really should take it in stride.
i'm still going to be who i am, still going to smile.
thanks to so many of you who showed that you cared...
made me feel so touched and cared for.
and like shihui said,"my heart melt until there le."
i'm going to spend more time with my ncc, my class, my studies
and of course, my family and friends.
so if you ask me if i'm sad or if i'm going to ok, i will just smile and say that i'll definitely be fine.
lovin' each day.
peace.
then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/08/2006 09:54:00 AM