Tuesday, July 04, 2006
OH MAN
so, today was the day.
my first reaction was, "
OH MAN!"
but i said it quietly so that at least the juniors didn't hear it...
excited? no.happy? not really.scared? definitely.i have no idea what i'm supposed to do.
i have no idea what's going to happen in the times to come.
and the worst is: i have no idea how others will react.
so then i asked myself when i was on the long ride home:
WHY the HECK pick me?
clearly, i wasn't the best choice...
i bet no one trust that i'll be able to handle.
i don't even trust that i can handle...
sigh.
i shall not indulge in self-pity any further...
but i know i have to do a good job with wini (thank God she's gonna be with me...)
'cause i gotta do my dad, mom, platoonmates, classmates and friends proud.
must not let my platoonmates and seniors down especially...
they really have shown loads of support.
so did all my friends and classmates...
most of them anyway.
so they say,
que sera sera...
jiayou to winifred... crossing our fingers...
peace.
then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 7/04/2006 10:55:00 PM