Friday, March 02, 2007
ANGER.
it is now pass midnight, 2nd March 2007.
why am i here blogging when i really should be in bed sleeping,
coz tommorow is going to be YET ANOTHER LONG DAY.
i'm asking my self this question too.
and apparently my mind says:
"That's cause you are pissed off."WHY AM I PISSED OFF?because sometimes people DO NOT APPRECIATE YOUR EFFORTS.
i've just finished with winifred on the proposal,
had to leave wini coz my mom just wouldn't sleep until i do.
but i just have to climb back out of bed to write this.
coz if not, i wont be able to sleep well.
and then i will probably die beacuse i kept WAY too much things in me,
and i'll just EXPLODE BY PUKING BLOOD.
YOU FREAKS!
tell me to do such things.
i smsed and smsed.
no one reply.ask around and around and around.
and again:
PEOPLE ARE BUSY.
WITH WHAT?
I DON'T KNOW I DON'T CARE.
THEN I SPEND SO MUCH TIME.
SO MUCH EFFORT.
SO MUCH ENERGY.
FOR WHAT?!
i ask you.
FOR WHAT?!
because i thought it would be a good chance for everyone to get together.
and then we can also do a good thing.
AND ALSO BECAUSE,
YOU WANT
ME TO DO IT.
CAUSE YOU BLOODY HELL WANTED TO GO!
NOT ME!
AT ALL!
YOU FREAKS.
now how?
nobody is going.nobody cares.again i'm left all alone.with all these mess.next time,
don't ever tell me to organize such things anymore.
i'll be the follower.
i'll wait for people to come and ring me up.
and i'll do what i want to do.
when i feel like it.
so see, my 150 over sms sent resulted in this.
why the hell do i still keep doing others' shit.
time after time after time AGAIN.
and to think i was still thinking that today wasn't such a bad day after all.
(MY DEAR NU ER, I'M WITH YOU.)
TRUST ME.
I"LL BLOODY HELL MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING HECK.
YOU BLOODILY HELL DO NOT MESS UP MY LIFE.
MY MENTAL STABILITY.
MY FATIQUE.
AND MY TIME.
I AM ALREADY STRESSED,
AND TIRED ENOUGH.
YOU INGRATES!!!!!!!!with that,
i end my case.
peace.
then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 3/02/2007 12:05:00 AM