Tuesday, September 18, 2007
disappointed + tiredness = hell
i guess i was disappointed.
and i did study this time.
perhaps it's cause i had started really late.
i can't wait for all these crap to end.
and the thing is:
at home, my 'rents aren't really supportive.
at school, i feel really tired.
scrap that i feel tired even at home.
i am really really tired.
and i'm not saying it just to complain.
fine, i seem like i'm complaining.
but i really can't let go of this negative feeling.
i thought i was able to handle what was going to come:
not very good results.
but i couldn't.
and i honestly don't feel well today.
maybe except during chinese.
hell,
joe and shuyi were really funny.
but wait,
i return home and my mom won't leave me alone.
she just had to tell me once and again that i have to work harder,
so that i can get to my dream.
HECK.
i don't even know what my dream is anymore.
goodbye cornell.
i SO WANT TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE.
peace.
then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 9/18/2007 03:20:00 PM