Wednesday, April 30, 2008

the ringing in my ear will kill me soon, if not global warming.

so, the reason why i could come up and publish an entry was
cause i left school at 4 today.
and reached home arnd 4 plus.
i haven't been able to get home so early since,
ever.
it felt really good.

went for the stereophonics on monday.
it was good,
totally worth the money, sweat, sweltering heat,
having to bear with the BO, smoke and wild girl who decided to strip to her bra while on this guy's shoulder, blocking many people's view.
to be perfectly honest, i really was expecting her to flash totally...
anyway,
i had no idea what the hell the songs were,
cause i've NEVER heard of them...
though Dakota was vaguely familiar...
(was disappointed they didn't play the ONLY song i know though:
Have A Nice Day...)
but i still enjoyed it...
thanks baby tingyi!

then the aftermath:
it's final.
i've got tinnititus. (not sure if tt's the correct spelling...)
it's this ringing in you ear that is really irritating,
but there's still no cure for it.
i'm still not sure if it'll be permanent,
but my hearing is really damaged.
the only reason i'm still not making a big deal out of it,
is cause i'm clinging to the last hope that it just might be temporary.

of all my senses,
the most precious to me are my sight and hearing.
not saying that the rest aren't inportant,
but should i lose these two senses,
i think i'll be really lost.
i don't even know how exactly to deal with this tinnititus crap now.
i'm still ok,
but i doubt i'll be able to hold it for long.
just praying really hard and hoping for the best.
so my mom's making me swear off earphones for the time being.
and i'm dying from the boredom and the ringing.

then there's the weather.
it hasn't been raining hard for quite some time now.
and i don't like hot weather...
(which is why all the more i want to get out of here for awhile.)
please, let it rain and cool things down.
so, i guess this is it: the effect of global warming.

i seriously do not have much hope for the future for my generation,
or even worse,
the next generation.
i mean, you look at the situation now:
global warming.
food prices soaring.
biofuel nonsense.
oil prices.
so what if we are being groomed to be the beacon of the future?
will there even be a future for us to live and work in?

but i guess we'll just float along.
should the world end, too bad.
should it not, we'll just keep swimming.

PW is massacre.
it's torturous and i really don't see the purpose.
my group spent the time from 11.40 to 3.50 struggling to come up with,
an idea.
just an idea.
and it took us 4 hours.
PI ended and GPP comes along.
PI was hellish enough already,
what with the 5 drafts i did,
and the word count i was desperately trying to limit.
thanks khengkheng,
for guiding and offering me so much help and advice.

i got a new bag!
it's the team bag,
and i'm really really happy i got it...
i can finally leave that stupid, totally undurable splitting bag at home..
thanks guys!
I LOVE IT!

PLEASE STOP THE RINGING IN MY EAR!
peace.

then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 4/30/2008 07:57:00 PM