Saturday, January 24, 2009
and it gets better... i hope.
i was reading this daily devotional article.
i guess God really works wonder in the most miraculous ways.
at least He listens.
i'm feeling better than last night.
maybe sometimes pouring things out make things not as tough as it is.
or whatever.
i still think life's tough,
but i'm glad i've got someone up there to look out for me.
and to keep me sane.
not saying that things are settled,
but i'm more emotionally and mentally stable.
i think i can and i will get through all these shit crap soon.
just need some time to take it easy.
anyway, the article for friday was on bitterness.
i think i was bitter yesterday.
scratched that:
i was screwed bitter.
and the article reminded me of weight of bitterness.
and i'll pray that He can relieve and free me of it.
and thanks clement,
for your wise words.
haha, i'll think about your naggings.
way better to listen to compared to my mother's anyway.
yea, i guess all i really need was assurance,
and perhaps a little acknowledgement of my efforts.
i mean, not acknowledgements from anyone,
but acknowledgements for myself to know that i'm doing the right things.
and on the right track.
Gerrard's trial won't be till march 20,
and till then,
i'll work hard and to the best of my ability.
all i hope is for me to have the strength and stamina to live it through.
and i guess it's all up to God above.
peace.
then spidey crashed into my room so i had to stop and see if he's ok at 1/24/2009 01:59:00 PM